I want to run but there is no where to run
I want to scream but I can't
Fucking bowling ball in my stomach. I want it out but it won't come out
Maybe cut it out
I can't cry, I can't. I'm not alone, and I would need to explain
I can't explain
Pretend to be happy
My life is pretending
Why can't I die
I hate me
You should hate me
I cause nothing put pain
There is no point to my life
I'm a fucking coward
I should be dead but I am too selfish
Make the fear go away
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