Friday, July 28, 2017

Patience

They say to have patience.

That what is meant to happen will happen.

Maybe not today, probably not tomorrow, but soon.

But how do you have patience when you are wrong?

How do you wait when every cell within is screaming for change?

When the very sight of yourself is a sickening glimps of a stranger?

It hurts, physically, mentally, emotionally.

Every moment is agony.

But you must wait.

Wait to be seen as who you truly are

Wait for your true self to be free.

Waiting.

Waiting.

They say to have patience.

But can I survive the wait?
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